Hat
i never meant to hurt you, but you never saw inside
the shadows closing in had come to plauge my mind

you stabbed my heart and put it in your shopping cart
to take with you wherever you go
i've been sad before, but this is something more
and i'm relying on you to come back

dance until your legs grow tired
run another thousand miles
kiss me and i fall through space and time
run away and don't come back
never fear, i've got your hat
i will wear it everyday until you return
if you, please do, come back for your hat

what can i say, tell me what can i do
i just want to get on through to you
it used to be just us two, now it's me
and i'm so alone

dance until your legs grow tired
run another thousand miles
kiss me and i fall through space and time
run away and don't come back
never fear, i've got your hat
i will wear it everyday until you return
if you, please do, come back for your hat

i'm still waiting for the day
when you'll wake up and see me wearing your hat
and maybe you'll be pleased with me
never mind this story i've just told about you and me

dance until your legs grow tired
run another thousand miles
kiss me and i fall through space and time
run away and don't come back
never fear, i've got your hat
i will wear it everyday until you return
if you, please do, come back for your hat

where do i go from here?
the road is still unclear

is it wrong
is it wrong to live life all alone?
is it wrong to never want to go home?
is it wrong to never know why?
is it wrong to sit and cry?
is it wrong to see the stars?
is it wrong to wish they were ours?
is it wrong, you and me?
is it wrong?  will it ever be?

and she slides to the ground out of tough
and she cries out "it's too much, it's too much
i'll aways hate you for the things you did
life is somthing that you can't relive"
and the nightmares started closing in

as a tear falls from her eyes so red
she startes wishing that she was dead
and her room becomes as dark as night
she takes a breath that calls up all her might
and the nightmares started closing in

she stands up to her feet in pain
the light under her door is just a vein
all the pictures running through her head
and her feet move like two blocks of lead
and the nightmares started closing in

wish a scream she falls back down again
another battle that she cannot win
as the tears begin to fill her eyes
no one ever heard her silent cries
and the nightmares started closing in

you make me want to

*breathe*

*cry*

*sing*

*die*
*dance*
*hate*
*laugh*
*fake*
*run*
*hide*
*live*
*lie*
*skip*
*bawl*
*trip*
*fall*
*smile*
*sleep*
*love*
*leap*

am i really supposed to know how i feel?

this hate has drawn my heart to a gaping hole
it becomes close to something i do not know
i never meant for it to ever go this far this fast
but you will not listen, you have lost me at last
a kiss would be a lie if you wanted it to be
a hug can be decieving as it always was to me
a look, even of love, can drive me far away
i'm trapped inside my mind hoping you won't stay
if you were to see what i hold deep in my heart
you would never realize that you've had a part
the darkness and the sadness would scare you so much
the blood and the scars would be cold to the touch
the life that once was inside this little child
has run away like an animal lost and wild
my head never holds ideas for very long
all i ever wanted was a friend to help me be strong
as i sit against the cold pavement in the rain
i start to cry out but not so much in pain
i'm selfish, i'm a liar, i'm sick and i'm lost
tell me now, i'm a much to exspenisve cost
living takes courage, courage takes thoughts
thoughts can take anything and turn it into naught
so here i sit hoping that my life will mend
and slowly pray that this is not the end